She lays,
On the bed,
Resting on her elbows,
The book splayed
Open in front on her,
Her hair keeps
Falling in her eyes,
She swipes it away,
Without a thought
Or a care in the world,
Her eyes smile,
As her lips laugh,
Her legs crossed,
Bare feet
In the air,
She looks up
As I step into the room,
A smile on her lips,
And in that moment,
The moment is gone,
But a new one
Has just begun
Her eyes smile
At me,
Reflecting the light
Of the moon,
Her body quivers,
As her lips,
Search,
Looking for mine,
I can taste
Salty sweat,
As I kiss her
Neck,
I close my eyes,
As she
Moans,
In ecstasy,
I hear your
Moans,
I fell your
Body,
But when I
Open my eyes,
I only see hers,
Smiling at me
Your dress
Slides,
Down your
Shoulders,
Down your
Breasts,
Down your
Back,
Down your
Hips,
Down your
Legs,
Landing on
The floor,
Your bra
Unclasps,
Your panties
Slide down,
My hand,
Finds your
Smooth skin,
My warm body,
Finds your
Warm body,
My lips,
Find your
Lips,
My breath,
Runs rapidly
In and out
Of my chest,
As the scenery
Flies by
My skin,
Is ripped
And torn,
As my feet
Carry me over
Hill and dale
My eyes,
Are focused
On the man,
As he runs
As fast as
He can
The distance,
Between us
Quickly closes,
As he tires
From the
Long journey
My hand,
Grabs at his
Sweaty Collar,
As he fall
To the ground,
Fighting
My nose,
Explodes all
Over my face
And Uniform,
As his fist
Hits home
His ribs,
Snap
With a
Sickening sound,
As my fist
Hits home
He surrenders,
With a
Quiet sob,
As I slap
The handcuffs
On his wrists
He curses,
When I pull
Him to his feet,
As I tell
As I write,
These simple words,
Whiskey
Wets my palette
Everything else
Is static in
The background,
White noise
I ask myself
Why I write?
Why I express
Myself this way
Why do I put
My heart on paper,
Instead of wearing
It on my sleeve
Another sip,
Another line,
The same noise,
The same questions
Nothing changes
He looks around,
His wide eyes
Taking it all in,
For the first time
I stand behind
The thick glass,
Swallowing the knot
Climbing up my throat
I hate the
Questions swirling
Round and round
This innocent miracle
Is he mine?
This little man,
That has already
Stolen my heart
The nurse pushes
His mother in
And places him
In her lap
Is he mine?
I don't care,
Was he an accident?
No
No matter what,
No matter who,
I want him,
To call me dad
To him,
You'll always be,
Daddy's little girl
To me,
You'll always be,
My one true love
I hope,
Daddy doesn't mind,
That I've come
To make you mine
You know
I won't leave,
Without your
Hand in mine
I stand,
Stiffly holding
The shiny ring,
As daddy
Rubs his chin
Daddy sighs,
A smile on his lips,
A smile on my lips,
A smile on your lips,
Your hand in mine